Bitter Sweet

I was prepared for the emotions but not like this. The emotions are almost unbearable. The pain, anger and sadness out way the relief at this moment in time. For those of you that don't know, my mother has just left with John (my ex) to head back to RI. She will be there for three to four weeks and then she is heading back to Portugal for good. That is all that I can write right now since my emotions are jumbled beyond compare. I hope to be on again this week to say more. I think that I need to get some much needed rest right now.
Thanks for listening everyone.